Sep 7, 2011
ooooooooh damn.. turning out like eeyore, being so pessimistic that he seems to have a little optimism in him =.= "it's alright anyways... There have been worse times than this" =.= damn, i actually woke up late, and missed chemistry lesson! duh hell~ i don't even know what's wrong with me, waking up late that i pangseh-ed my friends!!! I'm so disgusted now, and they don't really trust me anymore :/ i'm seriously quite fucked up now that i see what happened today and ytd =.= sheesh, insomnia too, idk why?! rolled around in the bed for two hours before i can fal asleep with the least comfort i've ever experienced and then waking up too early, going back to sleep and find myself lying in bed with three quarter of the lesson gone. gosh, zhou gong dunwan visit me hahahah. that's gay ttm!! ohhhh gosh, wonder what's keeping me awake T.T
damn, gonna go off already, shan't think about anything lerh :P later things get ugly again :/
damn, gonna go off already, shan't think about anything lerh :P later things get ugly again :/
Eye-am-gone 10:44 PM
Aug 29, 2011
Sometimes i wonder, if things really can be forgotten or they're just not noticed or reminded of so often that we thought they're forgotten? things, especially feelings, comes back with the flow of memories that comes through your mind whenever something reminds you of anything related to those memories. Some hurts, some joyous, some angers, but i just hope, with the whole of my heart, that it's true they're just a temporary feeling.
It's true feelings are all temporary, wounds heal, tastes fade, but they still could be brought back with memories, that i hate.
My whole life is a confusion, sometimes problems just all come rushing at me that i don't know how to react, feel and, solve. The time i have to think is so short, that sometimes i just crumble. It's so short that my heart on cloud nine could sink to bikini bottoms with just that slight disappointment. Sometimes i don't even know what to think after it all happens. Stunned, helpless, weak. But i appreciate it all, these, weaknesses of our lives that's all inevitable.
And the reason why i'd say my life's a confusion is that, i don't want certain feelings to be just temporary. Like many, i can wish that time would stop just at that precious moment so i can cherish it forever, but sadly the tides of time can never stop for any man.
But all these while when i'm just lazing all over the place eating calbee big bag hot &spicy chips, i'm still thinking, if it was all worth it. But upon opening the next pack i think, since it's done already, why not just accept the fact, and treat it like it's worth it? I can't turn back time anyways, i'm no D.Gray man character that have the ability to stop time and heal the wounds the past had incurred. It's only then i realised, the only way to continue harvesting fruits of joy is to look forward to anything we could have in the future!
The only thing is that, sometimes while crunching on the chips wondering when can i get to open another big bag of chips, i realised i've an ulcer in my mouth, hurts like fuck, so i shan't continue crunching on em, maybe there's not enough money in my yellow-ing wallet to get me another pack? That's where all the disappointment comes, when things you look forward to fail to happen. that sucks. I disappointed a loved one again and again cause' i've been quietly making her look forward to things that might've happen, but when there're bumps, fuck.
shan't say anymore! :D
i'm a happy guy now, looking forward to any possible thing that could bring even the simplest of joy out of me! :)
Actually all i looked forward to was, waking up knowing i'm still alive in this world, where, filled with dread, could still bring upon happiness amongst us simple human beings.
BTW!! CALBEE BIG BAGS FTW! :D cruncheh~
It's true feelings are all temporary, wounds heal, tastes fade, but they still could be brought back with memories, that i hate.
My whole life is a confusion, sometimes problems just all come rushing at me that i don't know how to react, feel and, solve. The time i have to think is so short, that sometimes i just crumble. It's so short that my heart on cloud nine could sink to bikini bottoms with just that slight disappointment. Sometimes i don't even know what to think after it all happens. Stunned, helpless, weak. But i appreciate it all, these, weaknesses of our lives that's all inevitable.
And the reason why i'd say my life's a confusion is that, i don't want certain feelings to be just temporary. Like many, i can wish that time would stop just at that precious moment so i can cherish it forever, but sadly the tides of time can never stop for any man.
But all these while when i'm just lazing all over the place eating calbee big bag hot &spicy chips, i'm still thinking, if it was all worth it. But upon opening the next pack i think, since it's done already, why not just accept the fact, and treat it like it's worth it? I can't turn back time anyways, i'm no D.Gray man character that have the ability to stop time and heal the wounds the past had incurred. It's only then i realised, the only way to continue harvesting fruits of joy is to look forward to anything we could have in the future!
The only thing is that, sometimes while crunching on the chips wondering when can i get to open another big bag of chips, i realised i've an ulcer in my mouth, hurts like fuck, so i shan't continue crunching on em, maybe there's not enough money in my yellow-ing wallet to get me another pack? That's where all the disappointment comes, when things you look forward to fail to happen. that sucks. I disappointed a loved one again and again cause' i've been quietly making her look forward to things that might've happen, but when there're bumps, fuck.
shan't say anymore! :D
i'm a happy guy now, looking forward to any possible thing that could bring even the simplest of joy out of me! :)
Actually all i looked forward to was, waking up knowing i'm still alive in this world, where, filled with dread, could still bring upon happiness amongst us simple human beings.
BTW!! CALBEE BIG BAGS FTW! :D cruncheh~
Eye-am-gone 12:16 AM
Apr 9, 2011
I'm... Just.. The luckiest guy on earth!! :)
seriously though, i've never felt so happy in my life that i could constantly be...
SMILING throughout a week!! :) gosh, read all the previous blog posts, and, i'm a totally changed guy now :)
I'm experiencing something called love! And so claim myself with so much self confidence:)
It's been long since i've been blogging, and, all i've gotta say now is that i'm living my life to the fullest :)
"Why Cherries?"
seriously though, i've never felt so happy in my life that i could constantly be...
SMILING throughout a week!! :) gosh, read all the previous blog posts, and, i'm a totally changed guy now :)
I'm experiencing something called love! And so claim myself with so much self confidence:)
It's been long since i've been blogging, and, all i've gotta say now is that i'm living my life to the fullest :)
"Why Cherries?"
"idk, they seem to come in pairs most of the times, shall be us!"
"grown, drop, eaten, wither, we'll always be together"
Eye-am-gone 10:51 PM
Mar 2, 2011
Yes, yes, gone are the days where everyone just leads a life so relaxed.
First time i've been doing work till this late at night! Even i can't believe myself! :/
But, All these hardcore mugging and studyin ain't the way of life! I'm being one of those lifeless zombies in school, where there's all work and no play! Everyday, i'd get home after 6, all tired and somehow frustrated after a long day at school.
Gone are the days, where i've time to play!
Aw, my life's a bitch!
I'm being sandwiched, (HOMEWORK AND CCA! DUH HELL?!)
I was ditched,
a ride to relaxation i need to hitch!
DARN.
Ima end ma post here, for i'd be in lala-land during lessons tomorrow if i'd continue my post :(
Dead,
Ken.
First time i've been doing work till this late at night! Even i can't believe myself! :/
But, All these hardcore mugging and studyin ain't the way of life! I'm being one of those lifeless zombies in school, where there's all work and no play! Everyday, i'd get home after 6, all tired and somehow frustrated after a long day at school.
Gone are the days, where i've time to play!
Aw, my life's a bitch!
I'm being sandwiched, (HOMEWORK AND CCA! DUH HELL?!)
I was ditched,
a ride to relaxation i need to hitch!
DARN.
Ima end ma post here, for i'd be in lala-land during lessons tomorrow if i'd continue my post :(
Dead,
Ken.
Eye-am-gone 1:15 AM
Dec 8, 2010
Hm it's been long since i've last posted!
But since the holidays are boring the hell outta me (cept for the fact that co and the super M members are the main source of outgoing fun :D) I'm back to blogging! (yay~)
duh, though it ain't all going well, im sure next year would be great, even better, than this year!
(Ahhhh posiiiitive power puhlease)
All seems far but no, even the sun is looks smaller than an open umbrella in the noon when it's closest to us.
RAWR I'VE TWIITERRRRRRRRR HAHA SO IMA TWIT LOL ghey~
SOOO much have happened, and i don't know how else can i post em, so lets forget bout it! :D
ahhh short post for a start! keke
Zaijian ler!
But since the holidays are boring the hell outta me (cept for the fact that co and the super M members are the main source of outgoing fun :D) I'm back to blogging! (yay~)
duh, though it ain't all going well, im sure next year would be great, even better, than this year!
(Ahhhh posiiiitive power puhlease)
All seems far but no, even the sun is looks smaller than an open umbrella in the noon when it's closest to us.
RAWR I'VE TWIITERRRRRRRRR HAHA SO IMA TWIT LOL ghey~
SOOO much have happened, and i don't know how else can i post em, so lets forget bout it! :D
ahhh short post for a start! keke
Zaijian ler!
Eye-am-gone 3:37 PM
