damn..todae veh sad 4 me...during the break between the recess n the lower pri performance i emo-ed....since then i've been emo-ing.........y? u muz b askin.....i can smile at the veri first performance......but not for the rest of the performance after that performance....y?.......
bcos i saw zx...she was not even trying to look.....n after the upper pri dismissed i saw her during recess.....i called her name....u can sae shout....but to no avail...she didn't even turned her head bhind....she left me there...standing in the crowd....waiting 4 her to turn back..but she didn't n walked off......i may not b able to see her again....maybe the class gathering she last min sae she cannot go...then......i suffer....or maybe im the one who can't go...then i suffer.....so....everything that happens ......i suffer........haix..thinkin of todae..."ZHIXUAN!!" n no replies....i noe she can hear me...but juz didn't care....i was like a few metres awae....so ....y?
n then these group of girls walked off together with her leading......
so during the lower primary performance...i beat the tin so hard that the P1s in front all cover their ears......y me?......heart broken boy....tmr still nid to go to the BB-year end camp.....sad...i wanna stay up whole nite tmr in the tent..so that i can think of her....how can she do this to me?
but i can't 4get her....i didn't even smile after the performance.......
the smiles i gave off when there r frends at my hse is painful smiles.....i can't smile bos im happy...im nvr happy todae...n i won't b 4 the next few weeks...whateva shld i do?
y me? im gonna end off here.....im feelin damn dizzy....maybe ltr at MN then i will post again...oni a maybe....