though its my 100th post...
it ain't a happy one...
im friggin frustrated now...
with the taekwondo class tmr adding on to the pain...
that sucks...
me n my father don't talk much...
we nvr do...
cept when i was young...
but now we're crapped...
i dunno why its always my fault...
shan't talk bout it now...
dun wanna ruin my already ruined mood...
i dunno why...
but nowadaes i slept alot n ate less...
i slept from 11pm yesterdae to 11am this mrning...
then at 2+ i slept till 4...
at 4 i slept agn...
but for juz a lil while...
im juz too tired...
yesterdae i slept after i facebook-ed at 4...
supremely tired...
skipped lunch for the all the weekdaes this week...
i didn't care much anyways...
emo-ing on a weekend like this sucks...
but if i dun shut myself out it will suck even more...
tmr im going to a concert at Chua Chu Kang CC...
dun think i would enjoy it...
many friends planned to ponteng it...
i juz feel like getting out for awhile...
even for a 5min walk i would enjoy it...
in fact i was supposed to play b-ball with a friend tdae...
then told me he's at a friend's parteh...
he told me we'll be venting our anger while playing b-ball when we chat yesterdae nite so dun be so sad...
but what now?
leave me alone at home...
that sucks totally...
lying to me would make me feel that i suck...
but im used to it...
people've been lying to me recently...
n all of it are obvious crap that really made me angry...
can't blame some of u...
haizzz....
wanna punch the wall like crazy...
but what's the use of it?
i've been telling andria "what's dones done and we can do nothing bout it"
thats what im lacking...
i juz can't forget bout it all...
crap...
i've been complaining bout the facebook apps...
the typing maniac...
i play like crazy...
n i can't break through the 300k mark...
instead...
i failed at 292...
which was crap that also made me pissed...
can't do anything bout it...
almost nothing really works for me...
T_T...
the only thing that was counted as an achievement is that i've 100th post...
but over 10months...
which totally seemed like it sucks...
n having 100 posts doesn't really mean anything to other people...
they will juz think that i've spent alot of time on my blog instead of studying etc. ...
and i did... and what can they do bout it?
nothing...
crap...
haiz...
still as bored as b4...
somebody pl0x go hang out with me!!!