WAZZZUP LOL I POOP! :D

Oct 26, 2009

okay let me post a fast one then i'll go keep some promises of mine ady :D
just DotA-ed a very fcked up game with junming jiale and yanchen(ooooh sexy baby)
but yanchen left early(nooo sexy baby)
then.
tday's sch was crap, shan't talk bout it.
chinese orchestra...
haiz...
got a girl dunwan come.
say what no friends to talk to and got headache, oso feeling like quitting co.
if she does quit rights, im gonna go whack her if i see her.
so unfair, she didn't come teacher didn't go looking for her.
i want ponteng oso cannot.
then we make fun of her larhs.
say "omygawds today is a sunny day, i got a headache, im feeling like quitting co"
and alot more like "nooo, my conductor's bald head very shiny, we can't see a single thing on the music score, i got a headache, im oso feeling like quitting co."
its juz damn unfair.
anyways.
once i got home.
i just lay on my bed and stone stone stone sleep sleep sleep.
just too much is happening nowadaes.
i can't believe im so fcked up.
that i would even think of dropping school.
i've been acting happy in class.
but all sorts of crap going on juz showed the crappiness.
coupled with my last night's inability to sleep, i wanna just go scream in my room again.
why, just why, must all these things happen?
i hope, that it will all end here, now, and never ever to happen again.
and just hope that everything changes back to normal, but, i must accept the fact that i can't change the facts just by WANTING to change it.
even so, i can't do anything already.
it's just, too late?
haiz.
maybe tomorrow would just be this little bit better for my friends.
just hope so.

10:33 PM