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blehhs, generally, life these days juz simply suck to the core of my life, the earth and maybe to the core of an apple XD
went co practice today.
effed up when botak asked me play a simple part of the song and then with all those people in the room looking(i dunno but most did) + his shiny head, i effed up?
kays wateva, then kena scolded by him "you can play this part of the song in 4seconds, so i don't want to hear you play it for 4mins to get it right."(of course he said it in chinese)
alright...
fine...
BUT DID HE HEARD ME PLAY WHEN THEY WERE PLAYING ALTOGETHER?!
dude...
maybe he's no money buy MSG to put on his head nowadaes, so he vent his anger on me.
fine, maybe it was all for my own good, wateva, but juz stop picking on the woodwind section dude!
even if he's got a freaking prob with his hair and is pissed, he could juz shut it and let us play.
then walked in the rain.
got muddy all over, and my whole shoe was, flooded?
blehhs.
almost dropped the dizi(s) into a puddle.
luckily, i did not let it and here i am still blogging.
YanCen seems unhappy nowadaes :(
that's so not you dude.
haiz, maybe bcuz of ur recent, mournful event that happened?
blehhs, juz cheer up bro.
got bruises all over me.
back of my palm, my foot and arm.
THAT
IS
CRAP!
summore its the end of sch, then Andria's leaving T.T
haha wonder who'll be our classchair nxt year, Joel?
haix.
talked to YanChen bout people leaving us or the world.
Ungleeful events that's not wanted by anybody.
got lectured by my father bout my grades.
that, is my own fault for being so...
lazy?
maybe i could ace it all, if i worked as hard as i did during my lower primary school life.
or maybe i couldn't even do it if i worked as hard
anyways
it wouldn't be possible for me to work as hard as i did before
haha.
and i can't sleep nowadaes, even if i do get sleep, it'd be very little.
haha, wonder what's the use of trade, or money?
i mean, if only there's no such thing as economy.
modern people wouldn't just think bout money, money, money and money.
and their attitude would change.
like, they've invented something, but, they'd produce and give em out for free.
well, if they wanted something back, then the term "trade" is still there.
haha wonder what it'll be like.
GAY XD
i mean, can't we study for just knowledge?
not for like, the future?
and the future the teachers and parents are talking bout are all bout money.
think bout it.
they say life would be hard in the late game (a term in DotA XD paiseh i dunno what to write)
but, why would it be hard?
cause we've no good jobs to get food eh?
how we get food?
buy.
buy = WE NEED MONEHSSS
it all links back to money.
blehhs
all this is crap.
wonder who'd give a damn anyways.
cause, they'd still have to go on with the life that concerns money and only money even if they think like me.
they can't just simply destroy the terms "trade" economy" money" etc. just by saying.
most would protest, cause they've worked their hearts out to earn their monehhssss
haha maybe im just thinking up of all these stuffs cause i dun have the confidence i'd earn much in the future.
see? it's all bout the future that concerns MONEY
if we can make all the cash in this world time travel back when the first men appeared, it'd probably be treated as fuels for burning or food for consuming.
=.-
blehhs. okay
TOPIC CLOSED!
haha back to the part bout people leaving.
okay, it all sucks, but, we'd still have to part our own ways one day.
be it we're sworn brothers,some shit hyped partymates or whatever partner/mate, we'd still have to part our own ways one day.
haiz.
wonder what it'll be like.
it would all just suck.
T.T
if only i have the ability to stop, reverse or fast forward time at my own will rights?
that's what many people said.
well, it's just IMPOSSIBLE.
time machine, maybe, but definitely not during our days.
and the method of changing the tides of time would not be thought up of or proven effective during our era, trust me, it just won't even if there's a smartass who knows how to.
haha damn hungry XP
blah blah, i'll just shut the hell up ady.